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For the longest voyage, she travels, motionless, inside herself....
9/8/2008

Come and feel his love and passion!!!

 
Keith Jarrett Solo Concert
 
 
8/28/2008

Howard Jones

Life In One Day  -  I love this fun and creative MTV!!
 
      
 
 The old man said to me
Said don't always take life so seriously
Play the flute
And dance and sing your song

Try and enjoy the here and now
The future will take care of itself somehow
The grass is never greener over there
Time will wear away the stone
Gets the hereditary bone

Chorus
Don't try to live your life in one day
Don't go speed your time away
Don't try to live your life in one day
Don't go speed your time away

The old man said to me
Said you can't change the world single-handedly
Raise a glass enjoy the scenery
Pretend the water is champagne
And fill my glass again and again
While the wolves are gathering round your door
Time will wear away the stone
Gets the hereditary bone

The old man said to me
Said don't always take life so seriously
Play the flute
And dance and sing your song

Try and enjoy the here and now
The future will take care of itself somehow
The grass is never greener over there
Time will wear away the stone
Gets the hereditary bone

I tried to live my life in one day
Don't go speed your time away

I bit off more than I can chew
Only so much you can do

Wolves are gathering round my door
Ask them in and invite some more

I tried to live my life in one day
Don't go speed your time away
 
 
 
 
 
 
No One Is To Blame
 
     

Two songs I love by Carly Simon

Let The River Run
 
 
 
Coming Around Again
 
 
8/12/2008

Madredeus - O sonho

   

O Sonho

Quem contar
um sonho que sonhou
não conta tudo o que encontrou
Contar um sonho proibido

Eu sonhei
um sonho com amor
e uma janela e uma flor
uma fonte de água e o meu amigo
E não havia mais nada...
só nós, a luz, e mais nada...
Ali morou o amor

Amor,
Amor que trago em segredo
num sonho que não vou contar
e cada dia mais sentido

Amor,
eu tenho amor bem escondido
num sonho que não sei contar
e guardarei sempre comigo


(Translation)


The Dream

He who tells
Of a dream he dreamt
Does not tell of everything he found
To tell a forbidden dream

I dreamt
A dream with love
And a window and a flower
A water fountain and my friend
And there was nothing else...
There love lived

Love,
Love that I secretly carry with me
In a dream I will not tell
And each day more heart-felted

Love,
I carry love with me well hidden
In a dream I can not tell
And will always keep with me

Madredeus - Haja o Que Houver (Come What May)

   
8/6/2008

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN STRENGTH AND COURAGE


It takes strength to be firm.
It takes courage to be gentle.
It takes strength to stand guard.
It takes courage to let down your guard.
It takes strength to conquer.
It takes courage to surrender.
It takes strength to be certain.
It takes courage to have doubt.
It takes strength to fit in.
It takes courage to stand out.
It takes strength to feel a friend's pain.
It takes courage to feel your own pain.
It takes strength to hide feelings.
It takes courage to show them.
It takes strength to endure abuse.
It takes courage to stop it.
It takes strength to stand alone.
It takes courage to lean on another.
It takes strength to love.
It takes courage to be loved.
It takes strength to survive.
It takes courage to live.


Author Unknown

Beauty and Strange Pain - Peter Matthiessen

 
The sun glints through the pines,
And the heart is pierced in a moment of
beauty
and
strange
pain.
Like a
memory of paradise.
After that day...
we become
seekers.



輪迴 張錯

輪迴 張錯



「假如我奢望能在枕邊
聽到你夜半無人的私語,
是否那已是數世以後的事情?」
假如我們這次的相聚不是始因,
那麼我們底相別又是那一種結果?
難道一切的發生都是循環的因果?
假如我倆的相逢都是真的,
都是在自然而然發生的,
就像那夜淚承於睫,
激動的捧著一張臉端詳又端詳,
愛憐又愛憐後,說:
「我等你已經等很久了。」
為什麼這張臉如此熟悉?
那輪廓又是如斯美滿?
眼神又是如斯的深情傾注與流淌,
使每一種夜都充滿了融洽與宥諒,
必定有一些事情曾經發生過,
在七日前,在七年前,
或者在七世前;
必然有一些話曾經說過,
有一些願曾經許過
有一些諾言曾經允承過,
啊,應該還有某些的遺憾過──
譬如不能同衾共枕,
不能同苦共甘,
不能在你最孤弱無助時,
挺身而出的去護衛與扶持。
必然有一些喜悅曾經承受過,
在俄頃間,在露電間,
或者在夢幻間,
必定有過一些如花的日子,
像一叢嫣紅的延命菊,
清淡地迎風綻放,
花季過後,花蕾仍盛,
一簇接一簇,
延續再延續,
如此才能悄然無聲,
甘心情願在生死的怒海浮沉,
委屈承受所有冤孽風雨的撞擊,
直到某一夜,
你翻身俯視著一張臉,
灼熱的淚珠如奔迸的熔岩,說
「等了那麼久,
天可憐見,
又見到了。」
8/3/2008

I do not love you - Pablo Neruda


I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.


http://www.poemhunter.com/pablo-neruda/




My Gian Blog


http://sunshineinlovewithnepal.gaia.com



8/2/2008

Who Am I?

Who Am I?

I am Sunshine Hong Jun, a woman, a dancer, a seeker, a scared and frighten woman, not so good, but seeking to be a nice and warm person. I am a singer, I sing the song of my life, yet can't find the right tune. I am a learner. I love being with myself, and not be bothered by the world. I am friend, to those who I care and love. I give with all my heart.

I am water, sometimes warm, sometimes cold, sometimes hot, sometimes soft, sometimes hard as rock, sometimes clear, sometimes transparent, sometimes pure, sometimes dirty, sometimes blur, sometimes foul.

I am a student, I want to learn everything about myself and how to live a right life, I want to learn everything about my true nature so that I remember who I really am.

I am a traveler, I travel in this world and also travel inside myself.

I am strong and vulnerable, I am brave and shy, I am honest and devoted.

I am a brook that runs through the valley with delight and murmurs its delight song.

I am a wanderer, wandering in this world with an aching feeling in my being for the longing for home....



Written on March 14th 2007, in Ms. Bai's course




Who Am I? II

I am seeker, a crier, a scared child, an angry, wounded woman, a lost soul, a clueless, puzzled exhausted being. I am tired and drifting....

I am a fighter, a warrior, a graceful, brave, courageous woman fighter. I am tough. I will never give up. I will never give in. I will never turn my head away when facing difficulties.

I am Sunshine, I am Rainbow. I am a rock, I am a brook that runs gently through the valley.

I am a living dead, I am someone who sits and waits, like a ball that hits the ground, will, rebound.

....


Written on June 13th, 2007, in Ms. Bai's course





bits and peices


I write, because I am alive, because I feel things, because I care, because I have so much to say, because I am daring, because I am honest, because I am special, because I am me, and, I cannot be anyone else but me.

I write, as to live, to feel, to love, to let go, to touch, to embrace, to sing, to cry, to kiss, to bury, to burn, to shout, to celebrate, to open, to close up, to cover, to reveal, to give, to take, to tell, to speak, to not speak, to calm, to silent, to write, to not write, to be still, to run away, to meditate, to sleep, to numb, to sense, to see, to not see, to be, to not to be, to 虹君, and to leave 虹君.

I write as to remember, to forget, to curse, to forgive, to continue, to seize, to be here, to hide away, to hold tight, to drop,  to fly,  to fall, to be in the light, to hide in the dark, to know, and to die.

I write, because I am here
I write, because I want to
I write, because I need to
I write, because if I don't, I will be dead
I write, because you are in me
I write, because I want to invite you in
I write, because I want to send you on your way
I write, because I need to shout
I write, because I have to be still
Stillness is important, because, I can go nowhere
....


free writing trying out   Sept. 28, 2007






bits and peices


I know I am strong and brave, but, I don't know how much longer I can hold on
I know I am a lucky star, but, I don't know when my lucky star will come
I know I will live on, but, I don't know how tomorrow will be
I know I have a lot of love in me, but, I don't know who to love
I know that I know I don't know, about many things

Actually, what I really want to say is
I am so fucking sick and tired of being strong and brave
I am tired of living
I want to be loved with no reason needed
I hate cleaning up people's mess
I hate being accused by foolish dumb
Look at yourself, what kind of life you are leading?
Are you honestly, bravely staring at yourself?



free writing trying out Sept. 27, 2007







Ask Me -- William Staffort


Some time when the river is ice ask me
mistakes I have made.  Ask me whether
what I have done is my life.  Others
have come in their slow way into
my thought, and some have tried to help
or to hurt - ask me what difference
their strongest love or hate has made.

I will listen to what you say.
You and I can turn and look
at the silent river and wait.  We know
the current is there, hidden; and there
are comings and goings from miles away
that hold the stillness exactly before us.
What the river says, that is what I say.



The Lake Isle of Innisfree -- William Butler Yeats


I will arise and go now, and to to Innesfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattle made:
Nice bean-rows will I have there, a hive for the honey-bee,
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.

And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping show,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight's all a glimmer, land noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet's wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements gray,
I hear it in the deep heart's core.


7/2/2008

Alanis Morissette - 21 Things I Want In A Lover

   
 
Alanis Morissette - 21 Things I Want In A Lover

Do you derive joy when someone else succeeds?
Do you not play dirty when engaged in competition?
Do you have a big intellectual capacity but know
That it alone does not equate wisdom? 

Do you see everything as an illusion?
But enjoy it even though you are not of it?
Are you both masculine and feminine? politically aware?
And don't believe in capital punishment? 
 
These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
 
Do you derive joy from diving in and seeing that
Loving someone can actually feel like freedom? are you funny?
la self-deprecating? like adventure? and have many formed opinions? 

These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer

I figure I can describe it since I have a choice in the matter
These are 21 things I choose to choose in a lover

I'm in no hurry I could wait forever
I'm in no rush cuz I like being solo

There are no worries and certainly no pressure in the meantime
I'll live like theres no tomorrow

Are you uninhibited in bed? more than three times a week?
Up for being experimental? are you athletic?
Are you thriving in a job that helps your brother? are you not addicted?
...curious and communicative...

6/22/2008

Ken Wilber The Spirituality of Tomorrow

 

6/20/2008

Ken Wilber Hurts more, Bothers you less

 

Ken Wilber Love until it hurts

 
6/14/2008

The Friend I Never Met Andy Mckee

  
 

In memory of Michael Hegdges (1953-1997)....

Because It's There 
   
 
Aerial Boundaries
   
 
Michael Hedges and Will Ackerman - Hawkcircle
  
 
Michael Hedges Offical Site: http://www.nomadland.com/Point_A.htm
 
 

Rakim - Dead Can Dance I just love them so much!!!!

 

The Living Years Mike + the Mechanics

   


 
Every generation
Blames the one before
And all of their frustrations